I'm sorry I love you.

GROW OLD WITH YOU.

Wreck It-Ralph

First movie in 2013! :)
Happy new year guys! The world didn't end in 2012, everyone's alive!!!!! :D

INSECURITIES

I feel so useless.
Maybe I'm just not good enough for you.

Sometimes I feel so pathetic for myself, trying to do stupid things just to get your attention.
And every time I tell myself that everything is gonna be alright, deep down my heart, i know its not.

BREAKING DAWN.

Okay I admit, Twilight was actually pretty good, no doubt. I used to dislike watching cause it once made me fell asleep while watching Eclipse.
But after watching Breaking Dawn pt 2, I was truly impressed. It's definitely a must watch!




PS: Just watched Breaking Dawn pt 1 and it turns out to be quite nice as well!

BACK TO DECEMBER.

Random camwhore session with my favouritee fat pigggg. Hehehe ♥

Today's the first day of December. Cant believe that time actually passes so fast. It seems like January just yesterday. So many things happened within these 11 months, be it be good ones or bad ones, I'm glad that everything is over. I made new friends, lost friends, reunited with my old friends and met someone special. I've also gained knowledge on studies, and life. Times were really bad previously when I've negative thoughts. Like those reaaaaally negative ones. Shall not elaborate any further . . . . . . . . .

Okay so recently, I've received awards from my school. And those are my first and probably last education awards in my life. Hopefully not! Fingers crossed.


Trophies and certificates that I've received. :)

PLEASE IGNORE MY UNGLAM FACE ON THE SCREEN . . . . . THANK YOU. T.T
And these are some snapshots of me going up to stage receiving the awards. (Taken by my mum)

These 2 pictures are my sister's pooh crazy "photoshoot" session with a mini pooh bun squishy I bought for her, which is i that think its so cute! Hahahahaha

Yes I know my table is filled up with junks and anything that you can practically name it. :( NOTE TO SELF: Find a day to clean it up!
And then recently again, I'm back to playing Club Penguin. -coughs- You saw it correctly. An eighteen year old playing Club Penguin till wee hours. Honestly, I have no idea why would I have this insane idea of touching that game either. Even my sister told me that its a game for no lifes. Oh well, guess I'm one of the no lifes in this world.


So basically, I've been tracking this evil polar bear on Club Penguin called "HERBERT P. BEAR"... And after so many days of tracking, I finally found him! Muahahahaha, and that's something to be proud of. LOL

A screenshot of what's happening when I found him. Everyone was crowding and throwing snowballs at that humongous bear. I guess its was pretty fun though he only stayed for like 10 minutes..
PS: Can you spot me!?


This is a very nice song by Westlife. Love the 90's music!♥♥

My world...

I have died everyday waiting for you,
Darling don't be afraid I have loved you for a thousand years,
I'll love you for a thousand more.

Sometimes I just feel that unimportant to you. I don't know why, but its just a random feeling I felt for a few times. Maybe I'm just feeling sensitive, or maybe... /sigh
What if one day I become someone you wouldn't care anymore? What if one day I become a stranger to you? What if one day, you left my world? I really hate having all these insecurities, especially at times like this. But i just can't help it. Maybe its all my fault for not being able to help you whenever you need me.

Truth is, you make me perfect. I know you will always be there when I need you. I'm sorry I cant do the same for you. You have every reason to get mad, I don't blame you. Just promise me that you will still love me.
I know you will read this somehow. I love you.