Went out to find jobs with Jenny, Clara and Shichee. ♥
From Vivo to Suntec to Paragon to Takashimaya to Far East Plaza and back to Northpoint.
Clara is just plain crazy throughout the whole day.
Had a massive laughing session once again. LOL
My legs were aching from walking the whole day and I've got blisters.
I regretted wearing the flipflops instead of my Converse shoe.
Back home at 9plus. Almost fell asleep on the bus.
Now I finally understood.
I felt so neglected and betrayed. I've decided to let go.
Since you all do not treat me as one, why should I ?
I've tried my best to fit within you guys, but none of you understand.
You guys only approach me when you're having problems that needed my help,
Yet, when I needed help, none of you was there.
You guys come to me as and when you wanted and ditched me aside when you've got someone else.
I was just being treated as a tool of entertainment for enjoyment. What a fool I am.
When one of you told me that I was the last to know something, you probably did not realized how disappointed I am.
When it was my birthday, none of you celebrated with me, none of you gave me a present.
However, all of you celebrated with one another during each other's birthdays and other occasions.
I felt so numb that I couldn't decipher anymore.
I knew nothing about any of you, not to say secrets.
You guys asked me out, then talked among yourselves with all the people whom I've never ever heard before.
I wish I could turn back to the days where no boys were involved in our lives, where we would just talk among ourselves.
But that is not gonna happen anymore, not anymore in our lives.
