I'm sorry.
Ever felt like you just wanted to throw everything away and end your life?
I have those thoughts for the past few days. Maybe if one day I were to disappear from this world, everything wont be fucked up and be alright. His life wouldn't be so messed up and I wont be feeling so guilty. I wish those problems never exist and I'm carrying on with my life, while he's having his sweet relationship with his new girlfriend. If I never knew the real reason, I wouldn't be feeling so depressed for these few days. I never knew he's hurting as much as I am during that day, but there's nothing much I can do, since he's already ended the relationship.Please forgive me for what I've did and forget me.
Goodbye.
